danica angry me

today ms. Danica Tan from Taman Sri Muda was angry with me.

finish post.

when friendship turns family

one thing that i realized bout college life is about the friends i meet... compared to those i meet in high school, this group of friends in college are much closer to me and we are merely families.. they are always there for you when you are down and will always have your back...

once when i was having problem, without a sec they came and help me, when i have relationship problems they are there too...ok i cant exclude Leito too, she is there for me too in time of need also... and when they found out bout a bloody asshole that hurt me, they wanted to find that fella and mess him up plus bit the shit out of him...

well the main thing is, at least we know there is someone who is looking out for you.. recently i grew closer with my brothers, Ben Raj, Bryan, Chee Khiong, Satveer and a new friend Ali G plus my sisters, Bo, Vineeta, and Yi von...they are the people which help me through all the shit that i have been feeling.. thanks guys.. this is for you guys even though you guys are not able to read it but this is sincerely from the bottom of my heart.. will never forget you guys... and also gurls...

Love you all...

Flight of a fren

on the 31st of July, we as a group of friends, as a family regardless of nationality, race, gender, or religion had the privilege of sending our dear friend Tidasate to the airport where she would only meet us in WMU when only some of us would meet her, as many of us would go to different uni or go to monash...

on our journey to the KLIA my car had a problem, it seems that a pulley or what was written on the receipt was a tension cord was missing from my car, which gave an eerie sound. but we went on and we shared our last moments taking photos and laughing together...

it was funny and yet amazing to see satveer shading some tears when he was sending Bo off, and when he went to Famous Amos to get Bo a gift which he found amuzing because all this time we always called Bo baby elephant, and satveer out to amazement manage to find a cup of sweets at famous Amos which had an elephant on it... that really did tickle me up...

after sending Bo we planned to meet at Tanjung ss14 to makan and i made a wrong turn and also i sent my car made me lose the group meet...but we later on gathered at Satveer's house cos he oso leaving to his hometown...

Well this is for you Bo, take care of urself till we meet at WMU.

P.S : now me and satveer have to find a replacement to kacau pulak....haha

Manik Kayu Course

So went for a a leadership course on friday, manage to catch up and made new friends during the camp. i would say that this camp was a very carefree and relax camp to go to. we were taught many things and had to write a lot, most of us stayed up till 3-4 am to finish our log books to be handed up. Going to camps really makes me carefree bout the world around. its a way for me to just get out, forget all the problems for the moment and just to enjoy myself.

annd now i have earned my Gilwell Wogal and many memories of friendship during the camp, we were crazy and fee enough to create a whole song about the course by using the song You Raised me up by Josh Groban into You Trained us up by all of us...

well just to put things up my blog

Freaking stressed and tired out

Just cant really keep my focus onto my books and study, actually having a quiz paper tomorrow but seriously i cant keep my mind into reading...am just too fucking stressed with the work and other things.... drinking tonight is not going to help much besides helping me to sleep better but with all the alcohol in my body i don't think i should be drinking much today... neway i am going to try and study again

Biggest Regret

i did something that i may have regretted doing.. that message was never to come out now till the right timing which i have no idea when, its just a feel when i think it would be a right time... i saved that message in a draft just to relief myself from a heavy heart... why did i get drunk and suddenly thought of you and sent you that message..

now you probably would have felt awkward with me around or something, but i don't want our many years of knowing each other to go to waste, i don't want to leave here feeling there was something that i forgotten to do or have left behind...

when i heard you were going to Zouk, i called and asked satveer if he is going knowing that he often go to any event which involves clubs.. he told me he is and he can get me in... i was thinking of going there to meet and to surprise you there, but i could't find you nor contact you...
getting lost and walking around KL was one of the best thing i have done with you, at least i get to spend half the day with you

kinda miss you around, and going out with you... i don't know why i feel this way but i am feeling this way..
and i am sorry for always bugging you at the wrong time

Environment Day

this sem i am taking a subject called Geog1000 or world ecology and man. so our great lecturer who did not appear from mon till wed and finally she entered class on thur telling about a talk in Jalan Ampang from 5.00 till 7.30 about the environment... Gosh why would i want to go all the way to Jalan Ampang at rush hour listen to somebody talk about the environment.. and plus she made it our 10% extra cred and tell us we mite not have another extra cred paper.

so she asked who cant come, and asked us to raise our hand as she wanted to count how many couldnt and so actually the talk is on friday and my environment project is on saturday so i told her that friday i cant make it because i have a meeting, what ways to tell your teacher nicely that you do not want to attend the talk, and i did get off the hook and she allowed me to put my environment project as a extra credit..

so my friend, shang shi told me we are having an environment project and have to meet at kepong so i thought owh maybe go frim or just at Zonice headquarters lah... mana tahu 1 day before the event he tells me eh we are going Kuantan for the project leh..

and so i depart from m house to Shang Shi's house at 3.45am, reached his place at 4 left to Ping Ying's place at 4.15 am and we left to Zonice Headquarters.. when we reached there, uncle Howard, as we all call him gave us our Scout Identification card or mYscout, and i finally collected my new Rovers Uniform, hehe

and so we left to kuantan, the ceremony was officialy opened by the Chief State Minister, Dato Sri Hj. Adnan bin Hj. Yaakob. Stated by the Chief Minister, that we were to plant 6500 plants, mana tahu they only gave 2 hectars of land which can only acomodate 2500 plus plants only.. well for the media you would say anything.


so we only could start work at the hot 12pm, and we actually arrived at 10.30 am... so thankfully we were allowed to change to our kangaroo shirt which i am not gona post it up and we start work till 3 plus or something..


yea loh that day itself i sleep very very early, had guest for dinner but i couldnt stay on so after dinner straight up my room tidur till next morning and today all that muscle sore and sun burn was felt badly... i shall post a few pics lah, the rest i have to get it all from my friends

ok i noe i am the smallest size and all but what the heck.